Sometimes I feel the pain of everything so much. And it makes me want to fall to my knees. I want so badly to find a way, a magic incantation, that will heal us all. I feel so powerless and sad. But even in these moments of impuissance, there is something there. A well that stretches deep into ground waters that I feel but can't understand and that is what carries me through, gets me to pick myself up and carry on.